8 days before leaving

I have 8 days left.
Actually, 7 days, bcos the 8th day is my departure day.


This is getting kinda harder than I thought it would be.
The time I made this decision, everything looked so easy, I worried about nothing and pretty sure everything's gonna be okay in the end.
But when the time nearly comes, when that day is approaching ...........
I just can't tell how sad I am.


I'm a type of person that think about everything. I don't know why..
I just can't really do the go-with-the-flow thing..
I just have to know what will happen next, what will I do, why am I doing this, and that kind of stuffs. But sometimes, we can't predict and know those things. We just HAVE TO go-with-the-flow.


I know I'm just blabbering. Trying to distract my mind from this thing.