stories

See you when I see you

2011-09-08T09:52:00.000-07:00

Your voice is my sweetest lullaby
Your arms wrap my body perfectly
Your laugh makes me wanna fly high to the sky

You are my best friend also my lover
The one who I'll miss the most when I'm gone
The reason why it's so hard for me to leave

I'll miss the way you hold my hand
The way you stroke my hair
The way you pinch my nose
The way you look into my eyes

I'll miss your smile, your laugh, your hug, your kiss, your presence around me.

The most important thing is,
I'll miss us being together at the same place & same time.

However,
8000+ miles / 13000+ kms are gonna stand between us.
Miles, oceans, islands, even archipelagos may separate us, but I'm sure we'll still be close at heart.

I love you so much, and I know you love me too. Hope this feeling stays the same & grows even more til the day when it ends beautifully for both of us.
See you when I see you, love :""""""""""")

H-2

2011-09-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

TWO DAYS LEFT BEFORE DEPARTURE.

I've got nothing to say, my mind is so packed with things I couldn't utter.

8 days before leaving

2011-09-01T08:22:00.000-07:00

I have 8 days left.
Actually, 7 days, bcos the 8th day is my departure day.

This is getting kinda harder than I thought it would be.
The time I made this decision, everything looked so easy, I worried about nothing and pretty sure everything's gonna be okay in the end.
But when the time nearly comes, when that day is approaching ...........
I just can't tell how sad I am.

I'm a type of person that think about everything. I don't know why..
I just can't really do the go-with-the-flow thing..
I just have to know what will happen next, what will I do, why am I doing this, and that kind of stuffs. But sometimes, we can't predict and know those things. We just HAVE TO go-with-the-flow.

I know I'm just blabbering. Trying to distract my mind from this thing.

H-21

2011-08-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

21 days left before leaving for college.

I don't know any exact word that can describe my feeling right now.
Sad and excited, it's just in between.

I hate to say this, but the bigger part of me just don't wanna go. Maybe it's a normal feeling for people who's going to leave their comfort zone. New place, new environment, new people, new school, everything will be so unfamiliar & seems too big to handle at a time. But I know there's no way back.

The USA has been my dream country to continue my education since I was a little kid. And now, when I already got the chance to pursue my dream, why does it feel so hard to leave?

Guess I'm being way too melancholic :(
& seems like I'm going to write more til the day of my departure.

What am I curious about?

2010-11-26T07:34:00.000-08:00

Today’s native class inspired me to write this post.

My answer for the title of this post is:

I’m curious about soulmates.

Maybe it sounds ridiculous,

But me myself, I want my life-partner in the future to be ‘the right one’.

I don’t wanna end up spending the rest of my life with the ‘wrong’ person.

I can’t even tell you what the definitions of right and wrong are.

How on Earth I can tell that someone is the right person or not?

I think that will always be a mystery.

So,

What if,

I’m a married woman and it turns out that my husband isn’t my soulmate?

What if,

My soulmate lives in another part of the world and we don’t have any single chance to meet each other?

What if,

My soulmate is actually my closest friend, but we can't feel it because we're so used to each other?

What if,

..... I don’t even have any?

You Got Me

2010-11-21T06:38:00.000-08:00

I hope we always feel this way
I know we will
And in my heart I know that you'll always stay

Someone has already stolen my heart, my whole attention.

Thank God we still share the exact same feeling after all these months that we've been through.

We've got a longlooonglooonggg way to go, boyf!

Dear Santa Claus,

2010-11-21T05:33:00.000-08:00

I just have one wish for this Christmas.
Please please please grant my wish!
I'm begging you :-(

Happy Christmas

2009-12-25T23:20:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas 09, people!
I know it's kinda late but better late than never rite?

Hello December!

2009-12-22T18:57:00.000-08:00

Haloooo!
Udah lama banget ngga ngepost ya.
Oke kaya ada yg baca aja sih.
Hemm bentar lagi tahun baru loh, semangat baru juga!
Hehe. Ga penting.
Ga tau ah mau ngomong apaaa.
Have a nice holiday, people!

Going 16

2009-10-20T04:13:00.000-07:00

Haaaaah
Udah lama nggak update.
Laptop gua yang baru dibenerin sekitar 2 minggu waktu itu kena blue screen lagi!
Cantik sekali.
Jadi udah gak pernah update2 lagi deh hiks hiks hiks.

Anyway, besok akan menjadi 16 tahun lho hahaha
Apasih gua.
Makin tua gak berasa kaya mau ulang taun yah ......

Who I (Really) Want to Meet?

2009-10-02T04:21:00.000-07:00

These people! Long time no see, eh?

Gosh, like I haven't met them for years haha lebay
I miss fooling around with them, talking about people, sharing about lovelife (and unluckily usually it's mine that they always want to know. such a kepo), taking pictures, going out for dinner together, laughing at each other, and other things that we usually do together in our spare time.
Let's gather again, shall we?

I Want More!

2009-09-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

Got home yesterday and realized that 10 days weren't enough for me to refresh my mind!
Wasn't it just way too fast? 10 days? Man.

Bener-bener belom siap gilaaaaa aduh 10 hari itu tanggung ya jadi masih berasa hawa liburannya, semangat jalan-jalannya.
Cina capek banget, kaki suka nyut2an sendiri, pake koyo gratisan di sekujur telapak kaki dari toko obat disana yang super manjur dan enak anget2. Tapi walopun sakit2 begitu, tournya bener2 enaaaaaaak!
Ada anak kecil imut dipanggilnya si MeyMey cantik banget kecil putih gitu aduh pengen dipeluk, terus ada anak kecil juga namanya Herman hahaha tapi itu juga lucu gembil gembil gendut ngomongnya bener2 anak2 banget. Terus yang lain2nya juga enak aduh masih kepengen jalan2! Belom puas shopping, belom puas moto, belom puas ketawa2, belom puas minta diajarin main ds sama bocah2 tukang main game.
Wish I could turn back the time ...

Aduuuhh. Pengen pergi lagi. 10 hari aja udah pake bolos 1 hari. Natal masih 3 bulan lagi. Masih harus menghadapi ulangan umum. Help me! S.O.S!

Udah ah bengkak nih. See yooouuuuuu.

Off to China!

2009-09-17T04:54:00.001-07:00

Hehehehe sebentar lagi gua akan berangkat teman-teman!
Doakan supaya selamat ya mhuahaha.

Have a nice holidaaay people, cause I'll have mine :D

aduh mau masukkin foto lama banget jadi gak jadi deh!

Udah lama banget

2009-09-16T08:48:00.000-07:00

Gila ini sih keterlaluan loh. Punya blog kok kaya ga niat? Apa mending diapus aja?
Hiahaha.
Tadi kaya tiba2 lagi bengong terus mendapat teguran gitu dari dalam diri sendiri "woy gak pernah update blog!"
Wooow. Dan secara laptop gua sudah kembali :D Akhirnya udah punya laptop lagi dan bermain dengan bebas asssssssik jadi gua update lagi yeheey

Apa ya ngomong apa ya.
Pokoknya besok malam gua akan pergi ke Cina dan meninggalkan kalian selama 10 hari! Haha.
(kalian? siapa kalian? sok banget.)
Bener-bener excited banget. Mulai dari beres2nya, ngosongin kamera (hal yang JARANG BANGET gua lakukan), isi2 lagu iPod, masukin game DS.
Gila persiapan yang over yah padahal cuma liburan aja -_-

Terus ya tadi aneh.
Kan gua lagi diem2 gitu di kamar dan tiba2 kepikiran,
"Kok bisa ada manusia ya? Kalo gak ada orang kira2 yang ada di sini siapa ya? Siapa ya yg pergi ke sekolahan? Apa jangan2 gak ada sekolah? Trus kegiatannya apa ya kalo bukan manusia yg ngejalanin?"
Cacat. Mikirin kok yang aneh2. Mending kita bersenang2 menjelang liburaaan yeeheey!

Hm udahan ah rasanya kok seru sendiri gyahaha.

PS: now i have my very own moodbuster everynight! haha. not gonna tell yaa :p

Goodbye, Final Test!

2009-05-30T02:18:00.000-07:00

Ulangan umum sudah selesai :D

Akhirnya gila otak gua cape belajar mulu (ngesok)

Sebentar lagi jadi anak kelas XI deh.. Kalo naek.

SEMOGA NAEK!

Kemaren abis ulum langsung pergi ke jakter yaolo kea orang kampung sampe dimarahin satpam.

Malu.

Ngomongnya ga nyante lagi satpamnya (dan ga nyambung).

"Dek, kalo disini jangan berisik ya! Ngomong boleh tapi gausah kenceng2!"

"..."

"(mungkin ngerasa dicuekin jadi nambahin lagi) Ga boleh foto2 juga! Kalo mau nonton ya nonton aja!"

Sompret. Emang jakter punya nenek lu? Orang ga ada larangan buat foto. Ck.

engga niat

2009-05-22T22:45:00.000-07:00

niat ngga sih bikin blog baru?

jawabannya...

ngga.

hueahuae.

bahkan gua hampir lupa apa passwordnya yg baru ini.

mau masukin link2 orang juga males -___-

cuma sekedar mau cerita sekilas apa yang gua liat dan gua baca.

cukup satu kata deh.

parah.

ngga ngerti?

sama.

hehe.

lagi dalam masa-masa ulangan umum nih jadi harus belajar rajin!

nanti kalo udah bebas sebebasbebasnya, bakal ngepost deh. (ngarep dah lo, nad)

see you later,

First Post

2009-04-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

BAA!
Hehe. Lama banget ngga ngeblog jadi lupa rasanya gimana.
Yang lama gua apus yah abisnya geli gitu apaan sih helloorainbow hehehehehe.
Jadi buat yang baru deh ini. tapi ga bisa nadiaputri.blogspot, terus nadia-putri juga ga bisa.
Akhirnya maksa nadia--putri, dengan 2 tanda (-) gitu.
Jedeng.
Oke kayanya cukup gitu dulu aja hehe.
See ya!